To The Sea

Ships roll in the harbor,
Waves roll out to sea,
Which one has my love
Which one will I see?
In rhymes King Midas
Touch to turn to gold
Or so says the story
That I am always told;
In life the things I touch
Turn to dung
Roasting in the sun
Giving fresh fodder
To worn and fly alike-
I transpire back to the harbor
It’s from the sea we’ve come it’s said
So what better time than now,
To climb upon the ship sent sailing
With billowed sails sailing proud
And floating out to sea
With me
Face down and bloated
For no one will ever see
What it was
That was really me.

By Wayne A. Wright

May 28th, 2010

ITS SUMMER!

The caterpillar

The caterpillar is moving inch by inch,
While he works so hard just to eat a pinch.
As he works his way up a leaf,
The fuzzy little green caterpillar is filled with grief.

He longs to be free from the ground,
And he wants to have his own purpose and sound.
But little does this caterpillar know,
That as autumn progresses, he will grow.

And soon enough, he will have his own sound,
And when spring comes, he will be free from the ground.

I'm a very happy person. I usually have a smile on my face.

don't see,
don't hear,
don't speak.
don't speak.
don't speak.
don't speak.
don't speak.
don't speak.

and darling you have an imaginary flower in your hand.

your love is my drug

Maybe I need some rehab, or maybe just need some sleep
I've got a sick obsession, I'm seeing it in my dreams

I'm looking down every alley, I'm making those desperate calls
Im staying up all night hoping, Hit my head against the walls


What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love

Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twice
But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis!

My friends think I've gone crazy, my judgment is getting kinda hazy
My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crackhead


What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
Kesha Your Love Is My Drug lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/kesha-your-love-is-my-drug-lyrics.html
I just cant get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you are away

So I got a question;
Do you want to have a summer party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like a native drum?
Is my love, your drug?
(huh) Your drug? (huh) your drug? (huh) your drug?
Is my love, your drug?

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love (x2)

Heyyy heyyy you love, your love, (whispered) is my drug

-Ke$ha

25 things about me

1- I'm lauren briley
2- I was on Stranger Danger&Huggies comercial.
3- I love sunflowers<3
4- Ny favorite color is silver
5- I wear combat boots
6- I sing like no tomorrow
7- I have one brother, and two sisters.
8- I love wonderwoman.
9- I love vintage furnature
10- I write songs, and some are cheesy.
11- I put ranch on almost everything
12- My hand writing is in all caps.
13- I love anime&magna.
14- I have an obsession with outter space.
15- I love snails, Owls, and peacocks.
16- Acoustic&Paino music captures my soul
17- i like the number 17.
18- I love reading, now.
19- I go to every festival in Oklahoma.
20- I'm a photographer.
21- I have a gnarly combover.
22- I've been inlove once.
23- I hate snuggies.
24- I use a diffrent vocabulary.
25- I think old people are cute.

Eric's Marine

"do you believe in love at first sight?
or should i walk by again?
could you believe that i am the night
darkening everything in your head
would you believe that i am your dreams
molding all your fantasies
or should you believe that i am the boy
that one day you will leave

i hate you because i love you
i cant get enough of you
you havent left my head since those three words you
said

what would you do if you found i was gone
would i ever be replaced?
what would you say if i took you away to a better place
would you ever believe me when i say that youre the color in my black and white tv in my black and white society

i hate you because i love you
i cant get enough of you
you havent left my head since those three words you

i hate you because i love you
i cant get enough of you
you havent left my head since those three words you
said

i hate you because i love you
i cant get enough of you
you havent left my head since those three words you

i hate you because i love you
i cant get enough of you
you havent left my head since those three words you
said"

-Zeke Duhon

we are the earth.

love is

Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres.

"you listened, not like a priest who listens for sin, but like a sinner, who listens for his own redemption." -fugitive pieces.

Wonderwoman

I love wonderwoman, and i'm totally convinced i am her.
Shes very powerful, beautiful, and awesome.
Shes my hero. and I love her alot!

2010

So this year, I'm going to be making a lot of changes:

I'm no longer here to impress anyone, besides myself.
I don't live to please you, which means I'm going to try and stop caring about what people think about me, and I'm also going to try and not let the littlest things get to me.

This year I'm going to try and gain as much confidence and as much happiness as I possibly can.

I'm also going to try and be a nicer person, but only to a certain point.
BUT I'm going to start sticking up for myself a whole lot more.

I've also decided, that I'm going to steer clear of players,
And I'm not going to get into a serious relationship unless
I'm certain that he's not just another guy that's going to use me, and then end up hurting me. Because I really can't handle another heartbreak.


Also I have some new years resolutions:

Stay best friends w/ Emily
Fall asleep in a guys arms
Kiss a guy in the rain
Get and stay in a really good relationship
Go to as many shows as possible
Not yell at my father as much...


And I'm really determined to make this year the best one yet, so...

"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity." - Timothy 4:12

Living today to create tomorrow

art is beautiul.
art inspires me.
art saves me.
art compels me.
art fascinates me.
art is me.
art is my life.

life is in phases.

My selfesteem is getting higher.
Even though alot of people think i'm ugly,
the ones that tell me diffrent make me feel special.
thank you!

The crow

"Buildings Burn, People Die, But Real Love is Forever"
-The Crow

2am

it was a quarter till 8
secretly glad you were late
i hope you didn't see me peeking through the window
i didn't want to seem to eager
i opened the door ready to leave and then my dad walked us all the way out to the car that was embarrassing
it's 2 am it's gonna be another long night thinking bout what could of been if i'd of been a little more this a little more that a little more everything you want
it's 2 am it's gonna be another long night thinking bout what could of been if i'd of been a little more this a little more that a little more everything you want
oooooooh
i laughed a little to loud
oh how awkward do i sound
oh i wondered about halfway through my story if you even thought that it was funny
a few times i forgot how to speak
because you looked so stunning
it's 2 am it's gonna be another long night thinking bout what could of been if i'd of been a little more this a little more that a little more everything you want
it's 2 am it's gonna be another long night thinking bout what could of been if i'd of been a little more this a little more that a little more everything you want
oooooooh
woah everything you want
oooooooh
i played (i played)
this night (this night)
again (again)
and again inside my head (and again inside my head)
i hoped(aaaaaaahhh)
it could
have been almost perfect in the end
i guess now i'll try to fall asleep
it's 2 am it's gonna be another long night thinking bout what could of been if i'd of been a little more this a little more that a little more everything you want
it's 2 am it's gonna be another long night thinking bout what could of been if i'd of been a little more this a little more that a little more everything you want
oooooooh
woah everything you want
oooooooh
-Poema

Give me your love?

Boys and bugs

Ohh ohh ohh ooh oooh ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh

I like boys that like to smile
Laugh at themselves once in awhile
That can sit and talk for hours
Then in the morning pick me flowers
Boys that like to be very clean
That are never ever, ever mean
And can tell a witty joke
Boys that do not like to smoke.

One day I'll find you
One day I'll find you
One day I'll find you
One day I'll find you

I like boys that aren't afraid of bugs,
That will always give me big warm hugs
Like to sing and play guitar,
That are happy being who they are
Boys that like to be outside
And that aren't full of pride
Boys that have an honest passion with at least a slight hint of fashion.

One day I'll find you
One day I'll find you
One day I'll find you
One day I'll find you

I like that boys that are funny and artistic,
That are mostly optimistic
Boys that are not very lazy,
A little weird but not too crazy
Boys that arent afraid to cry,
And will always give a second try
And will try to do they're best,
I want a boy not like the rest

One day I'll find you
One day I'll find you
One day I'll find you

Caring.

It's a funny thing on how we work.
We say we care and we really actually don't.
You say you don't care and you actually do.
It's like no matter how hard or much we try we can never make anyone satisfied.
It's like tryign to make a wall happy.
We never realize how much the one's that take care
of you love you the most,
We decide not to really notice because we can never get our way.

Picture life like a sponge?
full of water and then it can be drained out at anytime.
Yea that's a weird example but it's true.
There is alway's someone by your side even if you don't know it.
People block themself's away from people,
and they usually say no one ever wants to talk or even want's to start a conversation.
In all reality you could be blocking yourself away from everyone and not really trying to start a conversation.
People want so much out of you that you don't know what to do anymore.
I think that people do what so much out of you in life, and people expect so much from you to.

what i live with, everyday

heart-broken

I have always been a very heart-broken person.
time for change.

this goes out to all the haters.

you need to understand that you are a huge problem with the world right now.

you convey hate to fabricate your "egotistical" existence.
you have a thirst for the limelight.
unfortunately, due to our society;
life is a competition.

people are always trying to be the most "important".

you have to understand that everyone is important.
humanity is meant to work as a unit.

once we can all learn to love everything is when humanity will live to potential.

i don't care if you like me;
but please cut out the negative energy.

let's all be friends.
it's more fun that way, ha.

iloveyouall.

heart;

This goes out to all the lovers

you are taking a stance that is very difficult these days.

in this world of hate.
their has to be a light.
illuminate;

spread your love.

i have not invariably been the most loving person.
for, i was overly concerned with my own being.
although, going through a lot of this;
i realized:

the less i care about my own desires;
the happier i became.

once we can all learn to love everything is when humanity will live to potential.


LOVE

Reflections

community.

this life is not meant to be spent alone.
let's come together.

look into my eyes
what do you see?
reflections of you
perceptions of me.

look into my heart
what do you find?
that i am like you
and you are like i.

The truth.

the old me was a fake.
the new me is a fake.


the old me was a liar.
the new is a liar.


the old me was improving.
the new me is improving.


the old me was a lover.
the new me is a lover.

life of a pirate

"cause I wanna be a pirate,
that's one thing I've decided
it's the only thing that could ever intrigue me
there's no start or end in sight and
I guess I'll have to try it
worse case-I'll get swallowed by the deep blue sea
there's no more tryin to fight it
the pain I'll leave behind me
the sweet imperfections of a hot mess of a girl"

Behind the body

Now look at me,
tell me now: what do you see?
Oh, behind the mask
there's a girl who used to cry.

Or else.

I'm scared what will happen when you're gone
I'm scared what will happen when you're not
'cause if you're not held I can I fix all the things that you done wrong

i tried so hard to be there for you
Its a bitter for you
I tied my heart to all the things that you do
You know I always wanted this
But now I know that you're not someone I'd call my friend

You said it was always me and you
Then you said, you said you needed something new
But if is true, held I can I fix the way that I relate to you

i tried so hard to be there for you
Its a bitter for you
I tied my heart to all the things that you do
You know I always wanted this
But now I know that you're not someone I'd call my friend

You took me for granted
You took my hand only when you needed a friend
And i felt 'cause I wanted to hold your and take it and stride by
Hey, you left me behind

i tried so hard to be there for you
Its a bitter for you
I tied my heart to everything that you do
You know i always wanted this
Now i know you're not my friend

-Cady groves

180

I have compeatly changed my out look on like. A compleate 180. and i aboutly love it. From febuary 2009 to january 2010 I was compleatly un happy. and lost in my own little world. Not that makeing your own world is wrong. But its not reality. And now I'm totally happy and optimistic and Inlove with live. There are still sometimes where i don't like my life as much as I should. But i'm learing to 'live life there is no tomorrow' cause honestly who knows if we will live for the day after today? Only gos knows. But i'm writing this so you know there is more to life than being depressed and mad and upset. (Now i totally understand if you are cause i was to at one point) but try your hardest to look on the good side of life. The sun, the beautiful flowers, the air you breathe, music, art, everything happy in life. It will eat you up.


smile, your beautiful!

Amazing LIGHTS.

Awhile ago i fell inlove with a singer named LIGHTS. Now i guess why I loved her was because when I would listen to her music the words would make me escape to my own world. This was in January(2010) because in January I had alot of problems where I just wanted to disapear or escape to the moon. But I couldn't do that because I'm not an astronaught. (I wish i was though) And so when i was in a horriable mood. and when i was just crying my eyes out and wanted to run to someone. I would listen to her music and also I would draw pictures of the moon to help me escape the atmosphere i was very unsatisfied with.



LIGHTS music is almost angelic. And if you ever need an escape place but you can go any where, I would highly recomend LIGHTS. http://www.myspace.com/lights <3 I love you

Love like woe.

Love so strong
Then you moved on
Now I'm hung up in suspense
Because you're bringing me in
And then you're kicking me out again

It's like a hurricane
Speed train
She's a movie
Go catch her in the fast line
Oh I gotta know
Can I keep up with her pace?
Kick it into gear when I see that face

You can take up all my time 'cause you're the only one
That can make a storm cloud break
Pulling out the sun
And I can get caught in the rain
Can I get your lips to speak my name?

'Cause I got some intuition
Or maybe I'm superstitious
But I think you're a pretty sweet pill that I'm swallowing down
To counter this addiction
You got me on a mission
Tell me darling can I get a break, somehow?
Can I say no?

he's(shes) got a love like woe
boy's(girls) got a love like woe
I gotta feel like it don't make sense
'cause you're bringing me in
And now you're kicking me out again.

-TheReadySet

Your beautiful.

You know that beautiful day?

that everyone wants because its the perfect day? Well you know that one flower thats just sitting there, in the green green grass. and its the only one, Because its so perfect? Well thats you. And I'm trying so hard not to pick you. But your the only one that I like. And I end up not getting you. Because your to amazing. I hate it. But thats how life is. Your to good for me. <3

Self injury

From febuary 2009 from january 2010, I cut, burned, and hurt myself anyway i could ever do. Because i was so unhappy. Certin things happend to me. and I didn't control them. So i'm warning. Let your feelings out. But not by hurting yourself.